My mom wanted a girl instead of a boy. When I was small kid she used to dress me as a girl and used to take photos. After my engagement me and my to be wife (Reema) were going through old memories. Then she asked me who is that small girl, ohh that's me you know my mom wanted a girl and she used to dress me up as a girl when I was small. You look so cute she said, don't you want your mom's dream to come true, ya may be I want but howz that possible? Listen my mom knows a old man who has supernatural powers and I think he can help us she said. Before I could say anything she went and told her and my mom. When I went to stop her my mom welcomed me with a smile, hugged me and said I love you so much thank u son that will be really wonderful. I said Mom isn't it too late I am already engaged, Reema's mom said don't worry I am ready to accept you as my DIL and Reema will accept you her wife. I couldn't say anything it looked as if they had already decided. So knowing my efforts will go to vain I accepted their decision. Reema, her mom and me left to meet the man who Reema's mom had known for years. We waited outside and Reema's mom went and discussed things with him and he agreed. Reema's mom told that Me and Reema had to stay here for a period of 1 month and she had explained everything to that Man.
So we went inside his little hut, he sprayed some water kind of thing over our body and asked to wait until he comes. I was feeling a hell nervous didn't know what next but reema also was there so it was a bit of relief. After few minutes he came and asked me to wear the clothes he and brought. I did that, he told me as the progress goes on the dresses will be different. After the dress he took out the ornaments they looked like real gold and were shining as if it had some power in it. He asked reema to do this work. The rule was from bottom to top, So first the Anklets, a chain in the waist, nose ring and septum ring, necklace, earrings the interesting thing was once they were put in he was the only one who could open. It required some magic. As soon as I put on the jeweleries I felt a bit different there was a some kind of spark in my body. I felt heavy with all these jeweleries. They were restricting my moments and making a lot of sound so instead of taking long steps I was walking a bit a slow small steps. The nose ring was hanging down my lips and I could feel it every time I tried to speak. I thought it was just a matter of time before I get used to all these things. Every morning he used to give me a glass of something to drink and after that I used to do the things told by that priest was my routine Reema used to tell me to do properly she was there to monitor me. Priest knew she was my to be husband so he given that duty to Reema.
Days passed and I started feeling very comfortable, the jewelries didn't bother me at all instead i loved them I had a feeling as if I wanted to wear them for whole my life. I also noticed few changes in my body my chest was growing and my body was taking it shape. Soon after I didn't get any erections too. Looked like everything was working well the medicine in the glass of water was doing it's job. It was late night of the 29th day I woke up in the midnight and to my surprise found out the change had been completed.My whole body was smooth, I felt relieved finally I could go home and meet my mom. In the morning we took blessings from the priest and he removed the jeweleries and together we left for our home.
Our mom's were waiting for us both of them were happy to see me as a female. My mother told me to take blessings from my MIL, I just bent down and touched her feet. Now the plannings for the marriage had to be done. Lots of shopping had to be done. First thing we did was Reema and I went to the beauty parlor it was mine first experience and I was getting more comfortable with time. After that we went shopping our mom's were waiting for us. I was so much into it that I forgot it has been just 48 hours that I have been a girl. I was happy for myself and a bit sad for mom cause she was going be alone once I was going to my husbands house after marriage. I asked Reema if mom also could come with us. Reema wasn't sure how her Mom would react to that so she said I will ask my Mom and tell you. After consulting with her mom Reema said, Parvati aunty( My mom) can marry with my Mom( Reema's Mom) and live along with us. I felt excited wow, I was like why didn't it came to my mind. My mom is just in her early 40's is beautiful this was perfect. Now we had to convince my Mom to Marry Reema's Mom. I asked Reema to go and approach my mom with this Idea. When Reema explained all this Mom coyly blushed. She accepted the proposal. I was very happy we all could live together after this. After this mom's behavior towards Reema's mom had totally changed it had to she was now her to be husband. Mom started wearing traditional sarees instead of western clothes and used a veil whenever she was talking with Reema's Mom. Reema's Mom now started calling my mom directly by her name and mom used to reply with "Ji". It was difficult for mom for so many years she was alone and did what she thought was good. Now she had to re adjust her life. We went to the market for extra shopping nothing extra but new dress for mom as well. Mom also got her nose pierced it was in Reema's family traditions and mom now being a part of that family had to do it.
Finally it was our wedding day after such huge sacrifice I was getting this happiness.My mom was also very happy. The girls came over to do our make-up. Mom and me both anxiously waited I was bit nervous but mom was calm. After they finished the make up it was turn for jeweleries. We put on Anklets, earrings necklace and the nose ring gifted by my MIL. Finally when I looked my self in the mirror I couldn't believe it was me such drastic change it was. It was such a big day of my life I was highly excited.Mom too was looking beautiful, I couldn't believe it was her with all those jeweleries she was looking radiant. I thought My MIL will be very happy to get a bride like her and DIL like me. Soon the girls escorted us to the mandap and we performed all the rituals.
After the rituals we took blessings from our husbands me being the smallest of all four took blessings from everyone. It was now time to go our rooms. It was such a big moment in our lives both mom's and mine. Mom told me not be nervous and leave everything to my husband. We entered the room, our rooms were adjacent. I sat on the bed, Reema arrived locked the door from inside and sat beside me. Slowly she raised my veil I closed my eyes. I knew same thing was going in the other room too. she praised me how beautiful I was looking and she said she was lucky to have someone like me as her wife. I was felt happy after hearing those words from my husband. Soon she removed my jeweleries and asked me if I was ready for the first night. I felt a bit shy but just nodded my head with a smile. We had sex for a couple of hours the feeling was awesome, I felt as if in heaven. After both of us felt satisfied we slept.
When I woke up in the morning Mom was already in the Kitchen preparing tea, I went inside to help her. Mom was wearing red saree, Jeweleries she had a sort a veil over her head and looked happy from inside, it was such a bliss to see her happy. My FIL(Reema's Mom) was in the room reading newspaper. I went to serve the tea. He shouted parvati teach her good manners and ask her to live like a DIL of this family. My mom took me inside again dressed me now I looked like a traditional DIL and told me take blessings from my FIL( Reema's Mom) which I did. He just smiled looking at my Mom. My Mom took me inside the room and said " now we need to live as per our husbands want us, otherwise they also have powers to punish us". I know mom but why are you saying this did your husband punish you?.. I asked. Mom's face turned red, when I said this she showed me the marks on her bottom. I asked her the reason for that she said it was due to lack of respect she showed to her husband on wedding day. I felt sorry for her but she said "I deserved it and infact I missed those days with your father when he used to discipline on occasions, It is very nice to have someone to correct you and remind you of the lines, Your father was very good at that, I am lucky to have someone with same approach in my life again". I thought perhaps mom is right she has lived this life for 40+ years and it has just been few days for me. My father was very good person and nice human what he did was perhaps good and needed I thought so.After hearing from my Mom it encouraged me to obey my husband and accept his decisions. There are rules for us to follow which are set by my FIL. Sometimes when we fail to meet his expectations we accept his decision the honors of disciplining is done by my FIL as he is the head of the Family. I have witnessed some of mom's punishment and sometimes we are punished together. Now our lives had completely changed we were on our husbands mercy. Love, discipline,excitement everything was there in our life.
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