- · · Hormonal Treatment always has side effects. One, which we were told about, was the possibility of breast enlargement. but nothing happened after 2 years at the time we hardly took any notice. Mayank breasts became swollen and painful to the extent that he was off work for long periods. Or so he told me, but I never got to see them, he was too shy and I was too busy. I'd recently started a new job and I was impatient with Mayank weepy reaction to his problems.
- · · I didn't know then that his weaknesses fuelled my own aggressive tendencies. It was like a seesaw effect; the more I saw him as weak, the more I wanted to take control.
- · · One day I actually slapped him! We were both a bit shocked but I was genuinely angry. I was now the only worker in the house and he hadn't even cleaned the dishes from our last meal!
- · · I suppose that if I had known that the hormonal changes were also affecting his emotional state I might have been more sympathetic, as it was I made things worse by being a It was a Saturday morning - one of the few days I had the time to notice him - and he couldn't hide his thickening hips any longer. I watched him struggling with his pants and told him to stop.
- · · He was reluctant, but I was wary now, he'd been far too secretive of late and I wanted to know what was going on.
- · · Mayank didn't want to talk and he didn't want to show me anything.
- · · 'Nothing's wrong,' he told me tearfully. But my aggression and my new authority held sway. I almost threw him onto the bed.
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- · · 'I want to see what you'd been hiding from me!' I yelled at him.
- · · It was his frantic scramble to get off the bed; he actually fell on all fours, which made me realize that something serious was happening.
- · · I hit him, a vicious slap that made him cringe.
- · · 'Don't move again or I'll beat you senseless,' I warned.
- · · Mayank obviously believed me and was still.
- · · Even then I didn't really see the real problem, his widening hips, fuller buttocks and heavier thighs; it was the sight of my panties!
- · · 'Mine don't fit properly anymore,' he explained, 'and it getting worse.'
- · · There were also breasts that upset my husband. Once the reasons for them had been explained - too large a dose of a cholesterol-reducing medication - he simply accepted the situation.
- · · 'These things happen,' he said to me when we were in our bedroom that night. 'I'm assured that the financial compensation package will be a big help. All we have to do is waiting.'
- · · I didn't agree. I made him tell me all of it. About the sore nipples that reacted to even the slightest touch; the swollen flesh at his chest; his emotional fragility - and his wide womanly flanks.
- · · 'We have to see a doctor,' I told him.
- · · 'No,' he told me, 'it will be all over town in no time.'
- · · That was true, but he had to have medical advice. I decided to wait. That was a mistake; Mayank hair became thicker and longer; and his breasts became too heavy to ignore!
·
· 'We'll see an out of state doctor, say we're on holiday.' I said
firmly, 'we can't let this go on.'
·
· Well we did see a doctor. He confirmed what we already suspected; Mayank
eczema treatment was causing his problems. 'If he stays off the medication he
had a 50-50 chance.' The doctor said. Your chest is turned to breast it is as
like a lady so you'll have to wear a bra. I know how that sounds but it's good
advice. If you allow the skin to stretch too much even when the swelling goes
down you'll have a lot of loose flesh at the chest and it won't go away. Stay
at home, wear and bra and wait.'
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· Mayank was more worried about me than himself.
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· 'How do you feel about a husband wearing a bra?' so he never agree
to wear a bra
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· After a week I said him about doctors advice but he don't
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· At last I asked to doctor what to doctor is a lady she said
that you should play with his breast and irritate him so he agree because no
women would like any one playing her breast
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· "her" I asked she said I am sorry but your husband
is Hal fly female now
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· On that day i used to play with his breast I go near him then said
'What am I going to do?' I sat next to him on the bed. I knew I was in control
slowly open his shirt i now and I had it all planned out in my head. I placed
my palm under his left breast. I weighed it in my palm - the excitement was
infectious and Mayank's nipples responded.
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· I shivered. My eyes dropped to his breasts. No point in beating
about the bush that is what they were. Perfect, lovely, thrilling breasts.
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· My silence and my scarlet face condemned me.
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· 'You like them,' he whispered, 'don't you?'
·
· I turned my back on him; I didn't want him to see the lust in my
eyes. I hated myself at that moment. And in my anger I lashed out.
·
· 'You should be wearing your bra,' I said spitefully, 'you know
what the doctor said, it's at night you'll be at risk.'
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· He didn't answer. I faced him once more and saw the crushed
expression on his face. My heart softened. I sat next to him on the bed and
hugged him.
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· 'I know it's hard but you really must take their advice.'
·
· A shudder ran through him. I felt his firm breasts against my own.
I wanted, with a hunger that frightened me, to slide a palm up to his breast.
·
· I said please Mayank
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· 'I can't do it Niharika,' he told me miserably. 'I just can't.'
·
· 'And what about me?' I asked angrily. 'How do you think I feel
when I see your breasts swinging and bouncing about? Stop being emotional and
wear your bra.'
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· He didn't look up.
·
· 'No,' he said. 'I won't.' He was stubborn. Nobody seemed to
understand his feelings, he claimed, not me, not the nursing staff and
certainly not the psychologist who was supposed to help him. I got more from
the psychologist than Mayank. She told me to ignore my guilt and to concentrate
on getting him into a bra.
·
· We all concentrated on the bra, not the breasts. I mean that was
the problem wasn't it? How does a man cope with them from a practical and
emotional standpoint?
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· Only later did I see it from Mayank viewpoint; men hate the idea
of being turned into a sissy. A bra was too big a bridge to cross for a man.
That was when I first got the idea - about giving him more of the drug, not
less.
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· He is still a man,' the shrink told me, 'emotionally he still
thinks like a man, despite the breasts and hips. Eventually his mind will catch
up and he will start thinking more like a woman. Tears and emotional swings,
that kind of thing. Then you'll be able to convince him a bra is the right
thing for him. ‘I was in charge of his medication, and now I had a good reason
to get him back onto the original drugs. I gave him double doses for a week. My
rationale was simple; once I had him in a truly feminine state of mind I could
get him into a bra, and then stop the drug. I wasn't being selfish; it had
nothing to do with the fact that I enjoyed seeing and touching his breasts. I
was doing this for my husband.
·
· Why? Because he had to wear a bra - the medics and the
counselor all agreed - and even I saw the practical benefits.
·
· I remember the day he finally agreed to wear it. I can't say for
certain that it was as a result of the extra medication, it could have been the
constant pressure from everyone, but one morning, after a sleepless night, he
caved in.
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· 'Wear is it?' He asked in a soft voice. 'The bra, the one they
gave me at the hospital.'
·
· I shrugged as though uninterested, but my throat was choked with
excitement.
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· 'I gave it back,' I lied, 'it wouldn't fit you now anyway.'
·
· He looked down at his heavy breasts. Even he could see they were
bigger and heavier.
·
· I soon woke up and said tomorrow we will consult that doctor me Mayank
and lady doctor are alone she gave so many advise to him then she said come on
we want to take measurement I also go with them she asked him to open his shirt
she also wondered seeing that female flesh at his chest she checked it she is
touching and holding his breast in her hand sliding her palm up to his breast
seeing to this I feel little angry because I want that breast my own no one
should share itshe have an age of 29 30 then I understand that she is
playing with that sexy flesh then she said come on I will gave you a counseling
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· from today you are going to wear
bra
·
· yes
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· why do you wear
bra
·
· --
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· why do you wear bra Mayank
·
· because your body demands it
·
· now we want to check your bra size and also there is some
lesson we want to know when we wear
bra
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· If the straps dig into your shoulders, the bra back size is
probably too big, as the
main support for the
breasts should come from the strap around your body and the cups
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· If your bra rides up your back, the bra is too big around your
body – the strap should fit around your ribcage
·
· Lift up your arms. Does everything stay in place? If your bra
pulls up across your breasts you need a smaller size bra, probably with a
larger cup size
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· If your bra wrinkles, your cup size is too big – the breasts
should be in the cups with a smooth outline
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· If your breasts bulge out of the top or sides of your cup, and
your bra looks lumpy under clothes, your cup size is too small
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· If wires poke out at the front or dig in under your arms, the cup
size is too small – the wires should lie flat against your body and surround
your breasts
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· Look for a bra with two or three fastenings or hooks – these give
the best support
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· Underwire give good support, but the upper end of the wire should
not press into the breast tissue near the armpit
·
· Hearing this I am too shy then what should his mentality in
between two beautiful ladies
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· Who have and a men who have breast going to wear one
·
· He is standing without shirt I tightened the measuring tape
below his fleshy chest it was 36 . in my mind I was envious because mine
in 34
·
· Seeing this doctor said mine is 36 I look at his and her breast
both are similar in size but one is male breast and are not covered another is
hide under bra blouse saree
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· Doctor then said to already nurse to bring two 36 size bra
she came with two packets it was youth form a famous brand it white in colour
then she said come on Mayank put your arms through it straighten its shoulder
straps I doit then she check all sides and press the back button It was an
inspired choice even if I do say so myself. On the one hand it did exactly what
it was supposed to do - stop Mayank breasts from sagging and swaying. It's
rigid bra cups clamped my husband's unruly flesh into place; it's numerous
whalebone struts and battens gave both solid support and firm grip.
·
· On the other hand it was made of sleek shiny satin, and
exquisitely exciting feminine undergarment. A garment that aroused the senses,
his and mine!
·
· But he said me another thing you try to transfer from here if you
can get immediately we can shift from here
·
· I agree to it because we are living alone here at Trivandrum
but we have some friends here on that days he don't fit his own shirt because
of his growing breast
·
· As I ran my hot palm over those cool and smooth bra cups I knew I
was never going to allow him to be a man again. And Mayank knew it! He told me
tearfully that we'd never be the same again. And he was right. I think I knew the
first time we made love. He was sobbing quietly; weeping like a girl. We were
lying in bed late at night. When I reached for him he clung to me.
·
· 'I'm sorry,' He wept. I knew he was talking about his inability to
get an erection. But sometimes latter it starts erecting this surprised both of
us
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· Told you, stop trying to be a man.' He sniffed, 'you don't mind?'
·
· .Fortunately after three month I got a transfer to Pune so
we shift to Pune We buy an apartment near there On day I told him that he
would not wear shirt and pants because 'Look, your own pants don't fit, your
hips are simply too wide. And why should we pay money 'It was logical - with
his long hair and new figure he definitely suited my clothes more than his won
– I said it casually but he don't agree it
·
· Hearing this he look at this hair. it is grown down to his shoulder
·
· He said he want to cut it it is more than 8 month he had n't
cut his hair
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· But when I consult doctor she said that
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· What is his condition now?
·
· Almost feminine
·
· face hair
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· almost lost but his voice is still in males
·
· Is there any erecting
yes oh so he is in
bisexual stage
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· did he cut his hair
·
· no I don't allow it but he tells he want to cut it can he able tie
it at back
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· of cause we can try pony tyle
·
· oh then we can put some jasmine on it , male dresses are not
safe so compel him to wear your dress
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· what dress would you mean
·
· what is his bra size
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· 36 inches
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· His height-5eet 6 inch
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· how old is he
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· 26 years me on 25
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· So don't try choli or middi because he have a body size of a girl
who has the age of marriage so you better try in salwar kammes or saree
·
·
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· Saree do any man wear saree I asked my self
·
· On next day I try my level best to get his measurement but no
chance
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· at last I get it while he is sleeping
·
· Next day I slowly said yesterday I get your measurement when
sleeping he listen to me look your hand and shoulder become slim and loss
muscle but your chest sorry breast it is
big and sexy so it need a protection likes hall did any one wear shall over a
shirt no I said that s why you should wear blouse or churidaar ' I said as
gently as I could. so ‘This is my decision.. You will dress like a woman and
you will act like a woman. You are incapable of being a husband outside. I do
not want a husband outside the house so we will be two lady friends .inside
house you will be that husband. Not a girl friend'
·
· His eyes went wide. 'Just like that?'
·
· I said him what doctor says so I take a disition I am
changing your name as Manvi at here you are Mayank but when we reached Pune you
are rajasree
·
· We left there and go straight to guruvayoor temple on the way we
went to a ladies beauty parlor from there they cleared his eye brow and
sharpened his hair
·
· Then I say next is a surprise we then went to a jwellery from
there they do something on his ear and at last he look at the mirror there
is gimmiki on his ear and he was so upset then the reason that I
select temple is in kerala men are not allow to enter temple wearing shirt so
he will comes like a women but women must wear saree so
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· I can dress up him in saree
·
· Reaching the hotel I said you take a bath then sur prise
·
· When he comes out I said from today on wards you should wear pants
and shirt only house while you go out only salwar kammes or saree for this I
sold most of your dress
·
· While hearing this he is shocked and start crying then I try
to understand problem faced by women in community
·
· "is I am a women" he asked
·
· I said "I don't know you are a man or women but your body
demands it
·
· Then he said “you cheat me. would you asked me before going to
that jwellery
·
· I said I know you would not allow if you know about
·
· I leave him alone for some times to settle down his emotion.
Seeing his condition I also was upset
·
· Because my lovely husband is has completely turned to his feminine
stage
·
· His wide chest ,gentle legs ,attractive face, masculine structure
all was a dream .now he has fleshy breast, womanly this, girlish hips lovely
face, no face hair , have long hair the only evidence that he was a male in his
past was his strong male voice
·
· after some times he call me, then I sat near him.
·
· He slowly said I will hear all you say what next
·
· I said we want to go temple so if you go as a male they
asked you to put shirt out side
·
· Do you want to go like that showing your breast out side
·
· No Niharika no he said
·
· Why I asked
·
· After a silence he said I have breast like women
so people laugh at me
·
· Where is it I said that s why I am telling you that you
should wear my dresses
·
· He said I am not coming out I will stay inside our house
·
· Did you stay inside the house life long
·
· No so you should try it
·
· I know you are male you have base voice erection but
your masculinity is completely loss now you are a women according to man a sex
bomb did you remember doctor said you should cover your breast with a
shall that much fleshy is item that packed inside the your bra it could not be
safe when you travel in a bus or in a crowd but if you dress in ladies fashion
you have a special consideration did you hear ladies first
·
· .i asked him by raining my hot palm over those cool and smooth
breast over his shirt . I said I was never going to allow him to be a man
again. And Mayank knew it! He told me tearfully that what should I wear
·
· I said you first through your shirt and pants and wear your bra
and panty I will show a surprise. he done what I said then I show him a
suitcase I contain three36 size bra 5 blouses 5 petticoat 2 salwar
kameez and some sarees . from them I select a light blue blouse , petticoat and
saree . I said wear it he don't agree at last he said I don't know how to wear
it I help him to wear it . While wearing my hand touches some part of
body I feel extra mood. then I sat him I front of a mirror for make up
·
·
·
· he first wear light blue petticoat then I take blouse iam little
worry about its size but it was perfect fit for him while bottons are pressing
my hand was in between his lovely Brest also his breast gap was little bigger
than me then I help him to wear saree
·
· it was a fantastic seen to watch that my lovely husband is turned
into a sexy women
·
· sho
·
· After sometimes we comes out his structure was
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· Lovaly face by apply face cream , powder, drawing his eyes
and eyebrow , bindya …..
·
· His hair was tightly tied in ladies fashion by using hair pin and
clips and some jasmine flowers on it then jwells like jimmiky in ear
,one chain ,a stoned nose ring and 3 bangles in each hand . he wore a
beautiful light blue colored saree
having picture of flowers on it . it was simple and
·
· a light blue colored blouse through that blouse we can see his
white colored 36 bra, its hook , its adjusting botoon more over his feminity .
While walking there is a nice smell of ladies perfume and a notice. yes while
looking to legs there is a voice of padaswara . His walking style was not like
ladies but movement of his large hips was what I attract may be all man and
women should attract it .
·
· after returning from temple I said come on change your saree wear
this salwar we are going to Pune . then he said no Niharika I don't want to
change this saree I feel more comfort in saree than in shirt and pants
·
· do you like this – yes
·
· what do you feel - I feel this is complexion
·
· how do you feel when you are in this fashion- I think this is the
suitable dress for me
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· why – Niharika don't play with me
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· no Mayank no , sorry Manvi I shamed at him
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· are you afraid when you stand in a crowd – yes
·
· why-you no it people are various kind so I am afraid
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· yes this is I want to hear from you this thought is feminine so
your mind is changing slowly to feminine
·
· do you have any dought – yes I have when I am standing in
crowd some are looking to my breast n above right side breast and some are
looking to myleft breast through the sides of saree when I see this I remember
my old male stage
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· o ho now I teach you some ladies only lesson
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· ladies only lesson for me he asked
·
· yes because wearing saree you have same problems that a lady
have is it lady
·
· I don't know
·
· You must know you have fleshy breast, womanly this, girlish
hips a well made female structure
·
· you should check time to time whether your saree flaps are coming
down if it comes your breast gap and sides of breast should expose so you
should cover it
·
· you also cover your left breast side with saree flaps it
also give a covering to your lovely stomach. This is the area opened so all
male eyes should look this breast side and stomach. I said it by touching his
fleshy breast and stomach
·
· then I said run some distance he run as a male run 'a
man what is this are you
·
· not bothered about your fleshy itemsYou have some sexy organs in
your chest
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· so if you run it will bounce it is the most favorite sight to
males . llifted his
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· female breast using my fingers of two hand while I tell this cover
it with hands
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· some times is there any exercise your bra will come out through blouse
neck
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· You will insert it like this I demonstrate it in his bra
·
· you should also check your lower side of saree wheather the
petticoat is well in
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· Mayank please walk a little I said and I watched from his
back oh what moment I
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· said your his hips and back are moving in a sexy
manner it should attract every
·
· one so when someone looks your back in a hot manner you take your
saree pallu
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· in this way and keep in your hand or insert in your left side of
petticoat
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· When we reached Pune he start a gift shop in town and I was engaged
in my job now he realize that he was a women
·
· After three or four month latter I asked him today we are going to
cut your hair . boys cut is matching for you he said no Niharika no
I want to grow this upto my hips
·
· What I expect is same answer I said Mayank your mind is now
completely changed to female thought thats why you are loving your hair this
much
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· While he tells this I remember the old incident now he has hair
upto his blouse neck
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· Then he changed his dresses then I say come on where is your
dresses I will teach how to wash a man have only a shirt and pants but you are
now a women you have long saree blouse petticoat bra panty so you study
how to wash a lady should know how to wash
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· I said it by pinching on his breast nipple
·
·
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· For one or two months he lived as i tell earliar fully feminine
dress while going out and shirt and pants in house slowly iam not interested in
this style because when any one came he go fastly change into maxi one day I
notice that he is wearing maxi freely then I said to him that if you are
interested or not you should wear petticoat under maxiother he himselfs
change the attitude now he wear only churidaar or maxi in house because
his old dresses are damaged and I said one day we two have same body language
so why should we buy different type clothes so when we buy saree churidaar or
maxi we both can use iti also bring some old churidaar of mine from my hose I
think it is suitable dress for him and he also enjoy wearing it now he has up
to date knowledge of sarees and churidaar now adays I buy a tight muslim type
churidaar it was so matching for him and he also loves to wear it now he have
long hair just abouve his hip
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