Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Happiness ( Crossdressing)
I was very shy from my childhood days. Often my seniors used to call me a girl it used to upset me a lot those days. Those day to day reminders of " you would have been better as a girl" used to be in my mind. I used to be lost somewhere else as if I didn't belong here.Slowly I started to feel as if I god was unfair with me, he gave me female attributes with a male body. I used to use my mom's makeup kit every time I had an opportunity. I was really satisfied with my looks but I wanted to dress completely. That opportunity arrived during holidays, My family had gone to my grandparents house leaving me alone. As I was alone I thought this is the best time to try. I literally knew nothing but wanted to dress as a girl. So I decided to take help from my friend, She was very kind on me. When I explained her everything she agreed to help me.
She came to my house, I gave her my mom's accessories and makeup kit. She gave me a blouse to wear and She helped me in saree, she also taught me how to wear it. She filled the space of bra with foams so my breast would look real. After that she told me to sit in front of the mirror and started applying makeup. After makeup she added eyelashes, the makeup only had changed my looks completely. Now I was really looking like a girl that too beautiful, I put on bangles, anklets. I was looking so real that no one could actually recognize me. I could easily pass as a girl. After finishing she told me how beautiful I was looking, I thanked her for her effort. She told me to remain unchanged until my parents arrive. I said ok, I was really feeling blessed I loved every part of it. She used to come regularly to my house,We got closer and closer to each other during these day. One day she asked me to pierce my nose, I could have objected her but I didn't I readily agreed to pierce my nose. At that point I didn't realize what I had done only after some time I realized I had done something wrong and my parents could easily discover my secret. So I removed the nose ring. Next day she asked me why I didn't wear the nose-ring. I told her my parents wouldn't accept me as a girl and this all will end as soon as my parents return. She hugged me and said don't worry I will accept you as this, we will go far from here and settle. I almost cried when she said this, I knew how she loved me. I asked her to replace the nose ring and promised not to take if off without her will. She guided me to bed and we had sex, for the first time I felt loved. I completely surrendered to her she provided me full pleasure. The pleasure of submitting myself to someone and having confidence in your partner was what I learned from that. After that I assembled my clothes, She left giving a kiss on my cheek. These 15 days were enough for me to realize what I really wanted.
We left that place and got settled in another place where no one knew us. My day starts like a normal housewives day, waking up preparing tea, breakfast and help her go to office. Doing the remaining household work. Happiness is what we all want out of our lives and we were happy in each others roles.
She came to my house, I gave her my mom's accessories and makeup kit. She gave me a blouse to wear and She helped me in saree, she also taught me how to wear it. She filled the space of bra with foams so my breast would look real. After that she told me to sit in front of the mirror and started applying makeup. After makeup she added eyelashes, the makeup only had changed my looks completely. Now I was really looking like a girl that too beautiful, I put on bangles, anklets. I was looking so real that no one could actually recognize me. I could easily pass as a girl. After finishing she told me how beautiful I was looking, I thanked her for her effort. She told me to remain unchanged until my parents arrive. I said ok, I was really feeling blessed I loved every part of it. She used to come regularly to my house,We got closer and closer to each other during these day. One day she asked me to pierce my nose, I could have objected her but I didn't I readily agreed to pierce my nose. At that point I didn't realize what I had done only after some time I realized I had done something wrong and my parents could easily discover my secret. So I removed the nose ring. Next day she asked me why I didn't wear the nose-ring. I told her my parents wouldn't accept me as a girl and this all will end as soon as my parents return. She hugged me and said don't worry I will accept you as this, we will go far from here and settle. I almost cried when she said this, I knew how she loved me. I asked her to replace the nose ring and promised not to take if off without her will. She guided me to bed and we had sex, for the first time I felt loved. I completely surrendered to her she provided me full pleasure. The pleasure of submitting myself to someone and having confidence in your partner was what I learned from that. After that I assembled my clothes, She left giving a kiss on my cheek. These 15 days were enough for me to realize what I really wanted.
We left that place and got settled in another place where no one knew us. My day starts like a normal housewives day, waking up preparing tea, breakfast and help her go to office. Doing the remaining household work. Happiness is what we all want out of our lives and we were happy in each others roles.
How I take charge as a husband
My name is Anjali I work at others house to support my studies. This year I have passed +2 so i needed to go to another place for further studies so I had to find a work so I would be able to pay my college fees. I went here and there for the job and at last I found one. It was the same I had been doing previously. There were only mom and daughter in the family so it was easier job for me it meant less work. The lady was around 40 years of age her name was "Reema" she was divorced and her daughter was 16 and her name was "kritika". The house was big considering there were just two people living there. Her husband had given her enough money so she could spend her whole life luxuriously. I used to work in morning and evening and at day I used to attend college. Reema ji was modern women she used to dress up as young women she was 40yrs but never looked like. She used to go to night parties and all the time she used to roam around with her friend. I used to meet her just in the morning she used to come home late at night. She had left her daughter free and Kritika was also happy. Infact Reema ji never cared about her daughter how she is doing in school, where is she going they were living in the same house but rarely spoke to each other. One day I was surprised to see Reema ji at home in the evening. she was sitting in the sofa it was not normal I knew something was wrong. So I asked her is everything all right. She told me that Kritika had failed in her final exams and she can't go to the next class. Reema ji was very upset about that. I said now it's gone all we can do now is tell kritika to study well from today. It was for the first time I was talking such serious matter with Reema ji, before today we had rarely spoke to each other. Reema ji then said had she not got divorced with her husband this day would not have come. I always wanted to know why she was divorced but couldn't ask and now I got an opportunity. So i just asked why did u get divorced. She told "My husband was very strict person, he used to punish me whenever I crossed the limits. I was an independent girl form my childhood so I just could not take it". I again asked her did he used to punish you for silly reasons. "No he was a loving person he used to punish me when i did something wrong, when I used to come home late night from the parties" she further added. I said there's nothing wrong in that look he was only correcting you. If he had stayed with you it might have been a different story kritika could have been a great girl, good in her studies. Ya I know it now Reema ji said. You deserved to be punished for spoiling not just yours life but yours daughter's life as well. Reema ji said yes I need to be punished. Do u still have the implements that your husband used while punishing you."yes I have it in my room". If u don't mind I would like to do the job of punishing you". But..... she stammered. There's nothing wrong in getting punished It will make you feel better. Reema ji was now speechless... i was pushing her hard to ask for it. She didn't utter a word for few minutes look you will feel a lot better once it's over. She wanted it I knew from her expressions... So in a strict voice I told her to go to her room get ready for the spanking... And she stood up form the sofa and went towards her room. It was the first time I was going to spank someone I was very excited.. After 5 minutes I went to her room she was lying in her bed on her tummy and a paddle and cane was on the table. I took the paddle and started spanking her lightly. I was unaware of the pace to spank...i think first few spanks were light she was not reacting to it. So I started to smack it little hard now she was feeling the pain. I ordered her not to move and keep her bottom still. She started crying in pain as the strokes increased. Her bottom was glowing had shades of red. And i was satisfied with the paddle. Now it was turn use the cane on her red bottom. I took the cane and brought it hard on her bottom she cried in pain but didn't ask me to stop. Another landed on her bottom and tears were flowing down her eyes. I gave her another 4 more with the cane and they were the worst cause her bottom was already sore from the previous spanking. There were six red lines across her bottom. She was crying loudly like a little girl. I went near her and told her it is over and hugged her. She was damp her pussy was leaking juices she started kissing me I also got aroused and kissed her back we had good time together. And after that we went to the bathroom had a shower and went to kitchen to prepare tea. It was the first time I saw her going to kitchen to do something. We were preparing tea and Kritika came. Kritika told she had failed in the exams, Reema forgot that she had received a spanking she sat hard on the chair and yelped in pain. kritika asked what happened mom were you spanked, if spanked then by whom. Infact kritika knew her mom used to get spankings from her father. So Reema told her the whole story, kritika was thrilled to know it was me who spanked her mom. Reema apologized and said it was her fault had she taken care of her daughter it wouldn't have happened so she deserved the spankings she got. And Reema hugged kritika it was nice to see. Now we had to think of something so that Kritika doesn't have to study in same class again. kritika told me that if i take the responsibility of this family and request to the principal she might not have to study in the same class again. I was just a student of 22yrs now how could I take the responsibility of both of u. Kritika then said since you have already spanked mom she should not have any problems to accept you as her husband. Reema didn't expected such thing to come of kritika's mouth nor did I. Reema was feeling shy, her face just got red in colour. But Kritika was not joking she was serious this family needs someone to be a man and Anjali you are that man. Reema knew her daugher was right so it was fixed we were getting married Reema was my to be wife and I was her to be husband. Reema suddenly stopped calling me by my name, She tried to avoid any eye contact also. first thing we had to do was to meet Kritika's principal, I somehow managed to convince him and kritka was very happy. Now it was the time for the wedding only we three were there. Reema was dressed up in saree, her veil was hiding her face but her figure was looking great, kritika was the one who did Reema make up. I used one of the suits of Reema ex husband. We went to the nearby temple, I aaplied sindoor on Reema forehead and gave her the mangalsutra. And it was over very soon. We returned home soon. Kritika then led Reema into our bedroom. I just waited for kritika to come down so I could go. And I went to our bedroom Reema was sitting there still her face covered with veil. She got up and came towards me and touched my feet. Now she was my wife and it was her duty to show some respect to her husband. Slowly I lifted her veil i was so anxious to see my bride. She was glowing, The jewellery were beautiful, the nose ring on her nose added extra charm. So I told her not to remove it like a good wife she nodded her head. We had great sex for hours it was very pleasing both of us were satisfied. By the time I woke up it was 8:00 am. Reema was not in the bed quickly I went outside she was in the kitchen preparing tea for us kritika was also there. Reema gave me and kritika tea. Kritika said wife's should everyday touch husband's feet and take blessings Reema did it like a obedient wife. I was very happy now I had my own family a lovely wife enough of money so I didn't have to work, now I could concentrate on my studies and kritika's study too.
Caught as a girl and Ended as DIL
t was my friend Radhika's sister wedding and she wanted me to come along with her for the wedding. Radhika and me were college friends, She was staying away from home for her studies and she wanted to go home only because it was her sister's wedding. So we left to attend her sisters wedding it was still a week away but Radhika wanted to take part in all ceremony so we decided to go a week before the wedding. But there was one problem since I was a boy it would be difficult for Radhika to introduce me to her parents and It could lead to some serious problems. So we decided i will go there as a girl. I was a bit nervous cause it was something I hadn't done before. But Radhika told me not to worry I too had full faith on her knew she would handle it well. Before going to her house we went to a parlor and the ladies there gave me the best look. They did a very good job, When I looked at the mirror I knew no-body will be able to recognize me. I too was not able to recognize myself.
Happily we went to Radhika's home everybody was so pleased to see us she introduced me as Shanta he friend. The preparations for the weddings had already started, and I needed to be bit careful so anyone doesn't recognize me. I used to be with Radhika all the time dressed like her it was quite a unique experience for me. I was helping all the ladies with their work Radhika was also pleased to see my efforts to satisfy everyone. Whenever I did something wrong Radhika always came to assist me but I was progressing very fast. I was learning very fast it was just 3 days but with all the ladies and Radhika being so helpful I learned so quickly. For all these years I thought as male and these three days completely changed my thinking process now I knew how hard is it to manage a house and perform everything soothingly. It was nice to know the both aspects of life I was feeling very lucky. One day Radhika's mom and her sister had to go for shopping and radhika was not feeling well so they asked me to come with them. I didn't want to disappoint them so I went for shopping with them. After all the shopping we went to the parlor where Radhika's sister's nose was to be pierced. I was waiting for it to be done then suddenly She asked Shanta why don't you get yours done as well. I said no I will after sometime but not now then Radhika's mom stepped in you can do it now, if you are going to get it someday why not now? I tried to convince but was not successful I also couldn't tell them the truth, I was so so confused. I couldn't do anything I had to accept their decision so without any further delay I got it done. I was very ashamed now how will I face Radhika, had a nosering like a girl. We went home Radhika was surprised to see me with a Nosering. She said it suits you looking beautiful, this was the first time someone has complimented me. I didn't knew how to react but thanked her. After dinner Radhika came in my room and praised me for taking such a bold decision just for her. It was more like a man praising a women I found it a bit unusual. I had been a girl for 4 days now but today suddenly I realized it. The whole night I wasn't able to sleep, Soon it was morning and I hadn't even blinked my eye. As the marriage was nearing everybody was so busy in their work but I was lost somewhere else.
I was changing my dress in my room and all of sudden Radhika's mom Entered my room. My wigs and other feminine items were on the bed. I was such a fool how did I forgot to lock the room I told myself. After knowing my reality Radhika's mom called Radhika nad asked her about this whole thing she was shocked after hearing form Radhika. The family meeting was called everybody came to discuss this matter. They came with a surprising conclusion they asked me to marry Radhika as her wife. They also said they all have seen me as a girl for last few days and I should continue living this way. I was in two minds whether to accept or to run away from here, I wasn't able to decide so I left it to the family's decision. Radhika's mom told she wants to have some words with me in private. We went to a room she locked the room from Inside and told me not to worry just feel comfortable. She told me she was very pleased with my work and in her mind I will not have any problems to be a good wife. She told me that they wanted their daughter to stay with them even after her marriage and they were looking for someone who would accept this clause. Now she wanted me to be the DIL of this house. I just accepted and she left the room with a smile.
The marriage date was fixed after Radhika's sister marriage. I had entered this house as a guest and now I was a DIL of this family. I had extra duties now although it was not official but I couldn't afford to displease my In Laws, In the morning as soon as I woke up I joined the family for the morning prayer as a obedient DIL. It was the marriage of Radhika's Sister so I was asked to get dressed in the saree I didn't know how to wear saree so I asked help form Radhika. She was more than pleased to see her future wife wearing saree. Wearing saree and other jeweleries was making me feel special. It was my first experience of wearing saree and blouse. The blouse was tight fitting and I liked it very much. Soon we joined the marriage ceremony I was feeling a little bit nervous but I watched the marriage ceremony cause tomorrow I would be in the same place. The marriage was over within no time I was so lost in feelings I didn't noticed how fast the time had passed. One marriage was over and next was to follow, all of us didn't have enough time in between. Everybody were pleased of my work, every DIL wants her IN laws to be satisfied with her work and I was very happy. I was so exhausted that didn't notice when I fell asleep and I was already dawn when I woke up.
Quickly I had to get myself ready for the marriage,the beauticians arrived and started their work I was made to wear the same dress which my MIL had worn on her wedding the,within a hour and half they got me ready. My MIL entered the room she was very happy to see me in her dress. She then opened the box and took out a nosering the same one which she used on her wedding. She inserted in my nose it was beautiful with beads caressing my cheeks and the pearl touching my lips. Then she asked me to look at the mirror and I was stunned when I saw myself on the mirror. She then covered my face with the veil. The whole thing was such exciting and beyond reality, It was like dreams. Girls escorted me to the middle of the floor where the marriage had to be done. I could see past my veil there were only family members. We took oath and soon the marriage was over in no time there was still a lot of time left for the night. The whole day I had remain in saree it was getting very difficult for me, moreover the veil was covering my face and the my nose was feeling heavy due to the nosering. I wanted to change my dress but I couldn't go with my decision now I was a DIL of a family and there were certain rules to be followed. Even my MIL had to follow them, so there was no way I could avoid. After dinner I was escorted to my room , the room was set beautifully with flowers. I sat on the bed and waited for my husband's arrival like a typical bride there wasn't nothing much I could do. Now I knew what it demands of you to be a women. Finally my husband arrived I got a bit excited it was my first night and I knew what husbands generally do. Though I had to remain patient soon my husband lifted my veil I closed my eyes I couldn't look directly in my husband's eyes. After that my husband told how beautiful I was looking it made me feel a bit easy. Soon we started kissing each other. My husband was caressing my breast and my whole body. I was getting aroused by that to my surprise he guided my hands to his genitals. I found a rubber penis hanging there soon he stared to press on my ass. It didn't go in very easily and when it finally did I was in pain but after few minutes it started going in very easily I was moaning in pleasure. After few sessions my husband told it's time to sleep.
I woke up early morning took a bath and joined the family members for a early prayer. After prayer took blessing from elders and went to my room. My husband was still sleeping, everything happened so quickly I didn't had time to think how quickly life had change.
Happily we went to Radhika's home everybody was so pleased to see us she introduced me as Shanta he friend. The preparations for the weddings had already started, and I needed to be bit careful so anyone doesn't recognize me. I used to be with Radhika all the time dressed like her it was quite a unique experience for me. I was helping all the ladies with their work Radhika was also pleased to see my efforts to satisfy everyone. Whenever I did something wrong Radhika always came to assist me but I was progressing very fast. I was learning very fast it was just 3 days but with all the ladies and Radhika being so helpful I learned so quickly. For all these years I thought as male and these three days completely changed my thinking process now I knew how hard is it to manage a house and perform everything soothingly. It was nice to know the both aspects of life I was feeling very lucky. One day Radhika's mom and her sister had to go for shopping and radhika was not feeling well so they asked me to come with them. I didn't want to disappoint them so I went for shopping with them. After all the shopping we went to the parlor where Radhika's sister's nose was to be pierced. I was waiting for it to be done then suddenly She asked Shanta why don't you get yours done as well. I said no I will after sometime but not now then Radhika's mom stepped in you can do it now, if you are going to get it someday why not now? I tried to convince but was not successful I also couldn't tell them the truth, I was so so confused. I couldn't do anything I had to accept their decision so without any further delay I got it done. I was very ashamed now how will I face Radhika, had a nosering like a girl. We went home Radhika was surprised to see me with a Nosering. She said it suits you looking beautiful, this was the first time someone has complimented me. I didn't knew how to react but thanked her. After dinner Radhika came in my room and praised me for taking such a bold decision just for her. It was more like a man praising a women I found it a bit unusual. I had been a girl for 4 days now but today suddenly I realized it. The whole night I wasn't able to sleep, Soon it was morning and I hadn't even blinked my eye. As the marriage was nearing everybody was so busy in their work but I was lost somewhere else.
I was changing my dress in my room and all of sudden Radhika's mom Entered my room. My wigs and other feminine items were on the bed. I was such a fool how did I forgot to lock the room I told myself. After knowing my reality Radhika's mom called Radhika nad asked her about this whole thing she was shocked after hearing form Radhika. The family meeting was called everybody came to discuss this matter. They came with a surprising conclusion they asked me to marry Radhika as her wife. They also said they all have seen me as a girl for last few days and I should continue living this way. I was in two minds whether to accept or to run away from here, I wasn't able to decide so I left it to the family's decision. Radhika's mom told she wants to have some words with me in private. We went to a room she locked the room from Inside and told me not to worry just feel comfortable. She told me she was very pleased with my work and in her mind I will not have any problems to be a good wife. She told me that they wanted their daughter to stay with them even after her marriage and they were looking for someone who would accept this clause. Now she wanted me to be the DIL of this house. I just accepted and she left the room with a smile.
The marriage date was fixed after Radhika's sister marriage. I had entered this house as a guest and now I was a DIL of this family. I had extra duties now although it was not official but I couldn't afford to displease my In Laws, In the morning as soon as I woke up I joined the family for the morning prayer as a obedient DIL. It was the marriage of Radhika's Sister so I was asked to get dressed in the saree I didn't know how to wear saree so I asked help form Radhika. She was more than pleased to see her future wife wearing saree. Wearing saree and other jeweleries was making me feel special. It was my first experience of wearing saree and blouse. The blouse was tight fitting and I liked it very much. Soon we joined the marriage ceremony I was feeling a little bit nervous but I watched the marriage ceremony cause tomorrow I would be in the same place. The marriage was over within no time I was so lost in feelings I didn't noticed how fast the time had passed. One marriage was over and next was to follow, all of us didn't have enough time in between. Everybody were pleased of my work, every DIL wants her IN laws to be satisfied with her work and I was very happy. I was so exhausted that didn't notice when I fell asleep and I was already dawn when I woke up.
Quickly I had to get myself ready for the marriage,the beauticians arrived and started their work I was made to wear the same dress which my MIL had worn on her wedding the,within a hour and half they got me ready. My MIL entered the room she was very happy to see me in her dress. She then opened the box and took out a nosering the same one which she used on her wedding. She inserted in my nose it was beautiful with beads caressing my cheeks and the pearl touching my lips. Then she asked me to look at the mirror and I was stunned when I saw myself on the mirror. She then covered my face with the veil. The whole thing was such exciting and beyond reality, It was like dreams. Girls escorted me to the middle of the floor where the marriage had to be done. I could see past my veil there were only family members. We took oath and soon the marriage was over in no time there was still a lot of time left for the night. The whole day I had remain in saree it was getting very difficult for me, moreover the veil was covering my face and the my nose was feeling heavy due to the nosering. I wanted to change my dress but I couldn't go with my decision now I was a DIL of a family and there were certain rules to be followed. Even my MIL had to follow them, so there was no way I could avoid. After dinner I was escorted to my room , the room was set beautifully with flowers. I sat on the bed and waited for my husband's arrival like a typical bride there wasn't nothing much I could do. Now I knew what it demands of you to be a women. Finally my husband arrived I got a bit excited it was my first night and I knew what husbands generally do. Though I had to remain patient soon my husband lifted my veil I closed my eyes I couldn't look directly in my husband's eyes. After that my husband told how beautiful I was looking it made me feel a bit easy. Soon we started kissing each other. My husband was caressing my breast and my whole body. I was getting aroused by that to my surprise he guided my hands to his genitals. I found a rubber penis hanging there soon he stared to press on my ass. It didn't go in very easily and when it finally did I was in pain but after few minutes it started going in very easily I was moaning in pleasure. After few sessions my husband told it's time to sleep.
I woke up early morning took a bath and joined the family members for a early prayer. After prayer took blessing from elders and went to my room. My husband was still sleeping, everything happened so quickly I didn't had time to think how quickly life had change.
Male to feamle Teacher
I had been living a decent life till last year in my village, Until my parents left the world forever. I found it very difficult to control myself, somehow I had managed for 1 year but loneliness was taking it's toll on me. So I decided to leave this place forever and settle somewhere else. New place new people will help me erase old memories was what I thought. After arriving in the new village I started searching for a room, few days I remained in a lodge but it was expensive compared to living in your own room. I went to house only two ladies were there Nitya a divorcee, she was teacher in a women's school and her old mom, her mom barely had any vision. I looked a innocent villager so she didn't have any hesitation. So one problem was solved now I had to search a job for myself. I went here and there in search but didn't manage to find any good ones.Finally I decided to ask help from Nitya and told her I need her help to find a job for myself. She replied if I got any I would inform you. Days passed but nothing changed.. I almost gave up the hope of settling into a permanent job, I had been doing few odd ones but....
One day Nitya came from her school and told me that there is a vacancy in her school. I asked her do they allow male staff even though your school is women's school. She said no but you can join the job as female, I have talked with the principal. I was unsure of what to do, I had never done something like this before and I also couldn't reject the offer I was in big dilemma. Nitya told don't worry I will help you. Principal wants to have a talk with you and tomorrow we will go there. I was like oh no tomorrow I am not prepared mentally..don't worry it's not that difficult tomorrow you can go as a normal, I breathed a sigh of relief. The whole night I was thinking about the meeting with the principal.
That morning I woke I prepared myself mentally more than physically. I was very nervous as we approached the school, I was called in the principal's room my heart was racing. She asked me few question's and she was happy with my answers and with my determination for the job. She praised me for the courage I have shown to enter the totally different lifestyle. She gave me the school dress which teachers had to wear and wished me all the best. I left the school Nitya was still there her classes were not over yet. I went home and started preparing myself physically it was lot difficult than I thought. I had been trying it for hours but was unsuccessful then Nitya arrived she laughed when she saw me trying to do all those things. It is not that easy we will tomorrow go to the experts for the makeup and hair removal, today I will teach you how to wear saree she said. She gave me one of her saree and showed me how it is done. I tried it again and again it was not satisfactory but not that bad too.
The next morning Nitya told me to get ready to go to the market. I wore one of saree and blouse Nitya had given me. I was feeling a bit uncomfortable as it was my first outing in public wearing a saree. I had to get rid of this mentality cause from tomorrow it was going to be my ritual. I just sort of half covered my face with a end of the saree so no one recognizes me. We first bought all that was necessary for me as a female. We went to the parlor, I had my facial and hair removal done. And also bought skin moisturizers, makeup items and wig from the parlor. And while returning we went to jewellery shop bought few items and got my nose and ears pierced. We returned home and Nitya told me she has invited principal home. It was surprising but I thought it will give me confidence to face others in my new look. I said ok that's fine. By 2pm principal came and she was very pleased from the transformation done in one day. I said all credit goes to Nitya if she was not there it wouldn't have been possible. After that we had some snacks, few interesting talks and principal mam left saying see both of you ladies tomorrow.
Next morning it was first day of my school, Nitya assisted me to dress. I had to look after the accounts sections. Principal mam called all the staffs in her room and made a introduction. She introduced me as "Salini". Nice name everyone said and they called me as Salini. Nitya was very happy finally her effort had paid off and everyone had accepted me as a female staff. Few days passed and now I was able to dress myself I didn't need any help from Nitya. You are progressing she said and we both laughed after that. Nitya taught me how to be responsible cause I had big responsibility of looking after the accounts. She used to remind me time and again. One day Nitya said now I will teach you cooking and all other things. I started helping her in kitchen, soon I was able to prepare some foods myself as well. Days were passing very quickly life was so busy that I even forgot what I had gone through just few months earlier. I was thankful to Nitya and Principal Mam for this life.
One day principal mam asked me in private have you thought about marriage. I said now it will be very difficult for me to get out this mindset, with such great difficulty I have come here and again changing this mindset giving up this job and start from beginning is not what I want. Look I have a solution to this problem She said. How? I asked.. Listen you know Nitya well even you two live together both of you can get married with each other. She was right but the problem was I respect Nitya cause she is senior in the school and in the house as well I had never even in my dreams thought about this. When I told her this she said can you accept her as your husband, look you also don't have anyone to return to and she is also alone, if you are willing to accept her as your husband I will talk to her she said. I just sat in silence she was right we need someone as our partner in life. I also didn't had anyone to return to and by marring as Nitya's wife I will also not hurt both Nitya's and My sentiments. So I agreed, Mam called Nitya to the principal's room. She was very happy when she heard it from the Principal mam. I just didn't have the courage to look at Nitya. The whole school staff was informed and they congratulated both of us. There were only few days to go before the vacation and principal mam said it will be the perfect time for our marriage.
On the return to our house I was feeling very shy to talk to Nitya we barely exchanged any words. When we reached home she hugged me, she was very happy. So was I, it was just I was not expressing to her. Still few more days to go and I was living with my to be husband. I felt a enormous change in my behavior towards her. Suddenly the amount of respect I started giving her was immense. I used to go to the kitchen before her though she used to come along with me. Now the preparations for the marriage had to go in. Principal mam and all the staff took so much interest in it, a lot of work load was taken off. Shopping dresses, jewellery everything was done. The wedding was to take place in school arena itself.
Finally the day came for me to be the official bride of this so nice lady called Nitya. Principal mam took me with her and asked the other ladies staff to decorate me as a bride. The makeup, hairstyle and nails all were wonderfully done. I was wearing a Saree it was heavy compared to the normal i had been wearing till date. After the makeup and dress it was turn of the ornaments, Bangles, Anklets, Earrings and a big nosering with chain attached to the hair and held with clips. Everything was complementing very well, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw myself in the mirror.
Then after that we reached were the marriage had to take place, Nitya was already there wearing suits. We sat in the mandap, priest chanted the mantras and Nitya applied vermilion in my forehead. I was made to say " lord give me strength to be a wife of this man, and now I accept him as my husband and obey him and live under him. Nitya vowed to take full care of me and keep me happy as long as he shall live.
After the marriage was over we had lot of fun singing, dancing and pranks and all old stories happened at school when I was not there. It started getting darker we returned home had our dinner. One of the teachers took me to our bedroom and she left. I was very nervous first night as a wedded wife was approaching. Nitya was still with the teachers, I was like what will be talking about....The more longer Nitya took coming my nervousness was going up. Finally I heard some ladies giggling I quickly pulled my veil to cover my face. Nitya closed the door and the ladies left. Nitya came and sat beside me my heart was racing, he lifted the veil with his both hands. I closed my eyes, before today I only had heard about the nervousness but today I was experiencing when my husband was with me on our first night. He praised me that took away a bit of nervousness and I felt I belonged to him. Soon he started playing with my ears, running his hand all over my body. Soon the nervousness was growing into excitement. He started removing my jewellery I wanted to help him in that but he refused saying it's his pleasure. He caressed my chest and back I was getting more and more aroused. Soon I felt something trying to get in on my back. I got bit nervous but Nitya told me not to worry slowly he pushed and when it went fully in it caused huge amount of pain... But within few minutes everything went very nicely the moans of pleasure were coming out from our mouths. It went till midnight and after that we slept. It was such an experience...
In the morning I woke up and got myself ready and went to the kitchen prepared tea for my Husband and MIL. When I went in my room to serve tea to my husband he grabbed me from behind, nearly the tea pot fell out. I said not now but he was in no mood to let me go out... We didn't have school too so the fun began once again....
One day Nitya came from her school and told me that there is a vacancy in her school. I asked her do they allow male staff even though your school is women's school. She said no but you can join the job as female, I have talked with the principal. I was unsure of what to do, I had never done something like this before and I also couldn't reject the offer I was in big dilemma. Nitya told don't worry I will help you. Principal wants to have a talk with you and tomorrow we will go there. I was like oh no tomorrow I am not prepared mentally..don't worry it's not that difficult tomorrow you can go as a normal, I breathed a sigh of relief. The whole night I was thinking about the meeting with the principal.
That morning I woke I prepared myself mentally more than physically. I was very nervous as we approached the school, I was called in the principal's room my heart was racing. She asked me few question's and she was happy with my answers and with my determination for the job. She praised me for the courage I have shown to enter the totally different lifestyle. She gave me the school dress which teachers had to wear and wished me all the best. I left the school Nitya was still there her classes were not over yet. I went home and started preparing myself physically it was lot difficult than I thought. I had been trying it for hours but was unsuccessful then Nitya arrived she laughed when she saw me trying to do all those things. It is not that easy we will tomorrow go to the experts for the makeup and hair removal, today I will teach you how to wear saree she said. She gave me one of her saree and showed me how it is done. I tried it again and again it was not satisfactory but not that bad too.
The next morning Nitya told me to get ready to go to the market. I wore one of saree and blouse Nitya had given me. I was feeling a bit uncomfortable as it was my first outing in public wearing a saree. I had to get rid of this mentality cause from tomorrow it was going to be my ritual. I just sort of half covered my face with a end of the saree so no one recognizes me. We first bought all that was necessary for me as a female. We went to the parlor, I had my facial and hair removal done. And also bought skin moisturizers, makeup items and wig from the parlor. And while returning we went to jewellery shop bought few items and got my nose and ears pierced. We returned home and Nitya told me she has invited principal home. It was surprising but I thought it will give me confidence to face others in my new look. I said ok that's fine. By 2pm principal came and she was very pleased from the transformation done in one day. I said all credit goes to Nitya if she was not there it wouldn't have been possible. After that we had some snacks, few interesting talks and principal mam left saying see both of you ladies tomorrow.
Next morning it was first day of my school, Nitya assisted me to dress. I had to look after the accounts sections. Principal mam called all the staffs in her room and made a introduction. She introduced me as "Salini". Nice name everyone said and they called me as Salini. Nitya was very happy finally her effort had paid off and everyone had accepted me as a female staff. Few days passed and now I was able to dress myself I didn't need any help from Nitya. You are progressing she said and we both laughed after that. Nitya taught me how to be responsible cause I had big responsibility of looking after the accounts. She used to remind me time and again. One day Nitya said now I will teach you cooking and all other things. I started helping her in kitchen, soon I was able to prepare some foods myself as well. Days were passing very quickly life was so busy that I even forgot what I had gone through just few months earlier. I was thankful to Nitya and Principal Mam for this life.
One day principal mam asked me in private have you thought about marriage. I said now it will be very difficult for me to get out this mindset, with such great difficulty I have come here and again changing this mindset giving up this job and start from beginning is not what I want. Look I have a solution to this problem She said. How? I asked.. Listen you know Nitya well even you two live together both of you can get married with each other. She was right but the problem was I respect Nitya cause she is senior in the school and in the house as well I had never even in my dreams thought about this. When I told her this she said can you accept her as your husband, look you also don't have anyone to return to and she is also alone, if you are willing to accept her as your husband I will talk to her she said. I just sat in silence she was right we need someone as our partner in life. I also didn't had anyone to return to and by marring as Nitya's wife I will also not hurt both Nitya's and My sentiments. So I agreed, Mam called Nitya to the principal's room. She was very happy when she heard it from the Principal mam. I just didn't have the courage to look at Nitya. The whole school staff was informed and they congratulated both of us. There were only few days to go before the vacation and principal mam said it will be the perfect time for our marriage.
On the return to our house I was feeling very shy to talk to Nitya we barely exchanged any words. When we reached home she hugged me, she was very happy. So was I, it was just I was not expressing to her. Still few more days to go and I was living with my to be husband. I felt a enormous change in my behavior towards her. Suddenly the amount of respect I started giving her was immense. I used to go to the kitchen before her though she used to come along with me. Now the preparations for the marriage had to go in. Principal mam and all the staff took so much interest in it, a lot of work load was taken off. Shopping dresses, jewellery everything was done. The wedding was to take place in school arena itself.
Finally the day came for me to be the official bride of this so nice lady called Nitya. Principal mam took me with her and asked the other ladies staff to decorate me as a bride. The makeup, hairstyle and nails all were wonderfully done. I was wearing a Saree it was heavy compared to the normal i had been wearing till date. After the makeup and dress it was turn of the ornaments, Bangles, Anklets, Earrings and a big nosering with chain attached to the hair and held with clips. Everything was complementing very well, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw myself in the mirror.
Then after that we reached were the marriage had to take place, Nitya was already there wearing suits. We sat in the mandap, priest chanted the mantras and Nitya applied vermilion in my forehead. I was made to say " lord give me strength to be a wife of this man, and now I accept him as my husband and obey him and live under him. Nitya vowed to take full care of me and keep me happy as long as he shall live.
After the marriage was over we had lot of fun singing, dancing and pranks and all old stories happened at school when I was not there. It started getting darker we returned home had our dinner. One of the teachers took me to our bedroom and she left. I was very nervous first night as a wedded wife was approaching. Nitya was still with the teachers, I was like what will be talking about....The more longer Nitya took coming my nervousness was going up. Finally I heard some ladies giggling I quickly pulled my veil to cover my face. Nitya closed the door and the ladies left. Nitya came and sat beside me my heart was racing, he lifted the veil with his both hands. I closed my eyes, before today I only had heard about the nervousness but today I was experiencing when my husband was with me on our first night. He praised me that took away a bit of nervousness and I felt I belonged to him. Soon he started playing with my ears, running his hand all over my body. Soon the nervousness was growing into excitement. He started removing my jewellery I wanted to help him in that but he refused saying it's his pleasure. He caressed my chest and back I was getting more and more aroused. Soon I felt something trying to get in on my back. I got bit nervous but Nitya told me not to worry slowly he pushed and when it went fully in it caused huge amount of pain... But within few minutes everything went very nicely the moans of pleasure were coming out from our mouths. It went till midnight and after that we slept. It was such an experience...
In the morning I woke up and got myself ready and went to the kitchen prepared tea for my Husband and MIL. When I went in my room to serve tea to my husband he grabbed me from behind, nearly the tea pot fell out. I said not now but he was in no mood to let me go out... We didn't have school too so the fun began once again....
Dream Wedding of Crossdresser
From my early days I was a submissive person, I used to be on my own lost somewhere. I used to think may be god has given me wrong body I would have been better as a women. I always used to think how wonderful it would have been if I was a female. Most of the times I used to think of someone who love me and care me as a women. I really liked the way women used to submit to their husband being under control of someone who loves you always fascinated me. I knew all those were thoughts and are never going to happen in real. As I grew older I used to be really upset cause I knew I could not get what I wanted. In these conditions I used to dress up as a women whenever I got the opportunity this was the only way I could live my dreams.
I continued to fulfill my dreams alone though it was not very satisfying. After few years I shifted to a new place with a bit of hope. There was a girl who was living in my adjacent room. I thought she could help me but I was a bit hesitant to share something of this kind with a unknown person. So first I had to get some friendship going with her, I knew that will make things easier. And I started talking with her the bond was getting better but not to the level to share something I was wanting. One Night I was in my dream attire dressed as a girl, someone knocked on my door. I thought of changing my clothes but the knocks were getting louder and louder, somehow I managed to change my dress but was unable to remove the make-up and jewelries. Due to the constant knocking I shut my room lights and I opened the door with a bit of fear, it was Maya . She had lost her key and wanted me to help her break the door lock. She came inside my room and was surprised when she lit on the lights with female clothes lying on bed and makeup and jeweleries still on. After seeing all these she asked me wat's going on. I knew I couldn't lie from here it was better to tell her the truth which someday I myself was going to tell her. I asked her to sit patiently and explained her everything. Her reaction was not as bad as what I had expected it to be finally I felt some relief now. She told me from now onwards she will also help me. I was thankful to her.
After that day whenever we had free time Maya used to come to my room and used to teach me various expects of female life like talking, facial expressions, body moments. Being a quick learner I progressed very quickly. She was happy seeing my willingness to learn. Now you should learn to do household duties like cooking, cleaning, washing clothes are you ready to this cause it's all you have to do once you are married she said. The word marriage just hit me so hard I felt a little shy and nodded my head. What I had noticed was I was willing to do everything said by Maya , she was like a guardian to me. She told me to always wear saree while doing these duties cause it will help you get used to. It was not an easy job to do wearing saree it needed a lot of practice. Maya was right once I get married, I will have to spend all my life in saree. I felt as if I was reborn it was such a pleasing experience it was. Days passed out and I was enjoying every moment of these wonderful days.
One day Maya told me we are going to market, I asked her why ?, what if Somebody catches me, don't worry no body will recognize you she said. Maya was hiding something from me I could read it from her attributes. We left for the market first we went to the beauty parlor. I was bit surprised at first why a parlor, i thought. Maya then pulled me inside. The girls there offered me a seat, I sat there feeling awkward. Soon they started massaging my body, suddenly i forgot all the things that were in my mind. It was as is if I was lying somewhere else. After massage they did the waxing, facial, polished my nails. Maya then asked the girls to pierce my nose and ears. I just sat quietly waiting for the surprise, never had this much of preparations done. After the girls finished I looked myself in the mirror, it was like a new avtar a new girl, green saree, matching, earrings, green nail polish a small nose ring. I was completed astonished by my own looks. After that we purchased a brand new red saree and few other feminine attires. When we reached our room I asked her why all this preparations is there something special. Yes someone will come to see you tomorrow, she said. That sent shivers down my spine, I asked what? who?. She said her Boss but how I asked? Actually do you remember we took few photographs of yours......Ya I do.. My Boss saw in my mobile and asked me out of fear I told her everything. But she started liking you and wants to meet you. This was unreal completely unreal, I couldn't believe my ears. That night I was worried a bit nervous a bit excited life was giving enough surprises.
Maya waked me up in the morning there was a rush in her, she too was bit tensed. Maya helped me to get myself ready. I wore a red saree, sandals, matching blouse and earrings. After I was ready Maya helped me out to her room Her boss (Shilpa) was already there sitting in the sofa. Maya helped me to sit beside her. I was feeling shy and lot more nervous. Then shilpa took my hands and inserted a ring, Maya took one ring out and I did the same. My mind was completely blind didn't know how I did it. Maya then decided the marriage date. Shilpa asked me are you willing to marry me, I just nodded my head wasn't in a position to speak.
I just got my breath back when shilpa left. Maya hugged me and said yes you have done it. I think you are a complete women now, you have all aspects of a female, I am sure you will be a good wife, She said. She was lot happier now of course she needed to be she was friend of her boss's to be wife. Maya had taken the initiative of our marriage everything was in her shoulders now. The marriage was to take place in a big hotel.
Days were just flying we put in a lot of preparation didn't even notice the date of wedding was just ahead. That morning we woke up early and packed our bags and left for the hotel. No body had arrived Maya me and the girls with us were first to reach there. We went Inside the room where they would prepare me as a bride. They had to do a lot of things Maya was the instructor there she didn't want any complacency from the girls. Maya gave me a fed lehanga to wear and after that girls started my make up, my face was radiant, pink cheeks, red lips, long polished nails with red color. Then came the jeweleries, anklets, toe rings, nice chain round the waist, necklace, earrings, bangles, Plenty of stuff in the head and hair too. A round nosering attached with a chain to hair I just felt a bit sting when they inserted the nosering . It almost added extra weight but I was loving it. The sounds of bangles every-time I raised my hand, the nosering touching my red lips and the chain caressing my cheeks. It was such a awesome feeling to be a bride. After the make up they covered my face with a veil. And escorted me to the mandap by the time I reaced there Shilpa was already there in his wedding suit and other guests too had arrived most of them were Maya friends from her office. I sat beside Shilpa and the priest started chanting mantras. We performed the rituals the normal ones like everybody does. Shilpa then applied sindoor on my head and tied the Mangalsutra. Then I bent down to take blessings from my husband, thank god the Veil was hiding my face, my face must have been red with shame. The marriage was over and it was party time. Everyone was enjoying, I was feeling bit lost. I knew now I can't be a man again the Veil, the nosering and other jeweleries were reminding me of my status now I was someone's wife he had just taken ownership of me and I vowed the completely surrender to him. Perhaps this was the best thing for me, i knew couldn't have been a good husband but I could be a good wife. I was lost in these thoughts didn't noticed already it was time to go to my new house. We sat in the car and left for my new house and Maya was with us she was there to stay. As the distance was getting shorter my heart beat was racing. Finally we arrived Maya led me to our room. Maya re did my make up I had been suffocating under the veil for whole day a bit of fresh air took out a bit of stress from my body. She told me to sit patiently and let him do everything.
Soon my husband came shivers ran down my spine. I quickly adjusted the veil. He came near and lifted my veil, I just kept my eyes closed. You are looking very beautiful, the shyness in you attracts me towards you he said. He was now my husband it was a fact I gathered some courage and thanked him. Soon he removed my clothes and jeweleries and started kissing me it was very passionate it left me aroused soon i replied back. As our romance was taking new heights I felt as if something was going inside me. My husband was giving me the first sexual pleasure of my life. It was out of this world, after few sessions both us felt satisfied he kissed me on forehead and slept. I was thankful to Maya she was the one who had gifted me this life.
In the morning I woke up to the sounds of birds in the garden area. I went to the bathroom took a shower and got myself ready it was first day in my new house. I prepared tea and went to serve it to my husband who was reading newspaper in the guest room. Maya said have you taken blessings from your husband, she further added now you are a married women you must be dressed as a housewife, look you have even forgot to wear the nosering after he took it out yesterday. Maya knew what had happened last night, I felt a bit shy. But she was right now I was a married women so Without saying anything I went to our room put the jewelries, sindoor, mangalsutra didn't find a small nose ring so decided to go with the one used on wedding day. And touched my husbands feet, it brought a smile on his face. He must have felt proud. Maya had the duty of looking after me which was assigned by my husband. She was now more of her boss's assistant than my friend.
It took me few days to adjust with the jeweleries 24/7 but later I started liking it very much. I very much looked like a submissive obedient housewife. This is now my life, I talk with my bangles, I play with my long hair.
I continued to fulfill my dreams alone though it was not very satisfying. After few years I shifted to a new place with a bit of hope. There was a girl who was living in my adjacent room. I thought she could help me but I was a bit hesitant to share something of this kind with a unknown person. So first I had to get some friendship going with her, I knew that will make things easier. And I started talking with her the bond was getting better but not to the level to share something I was wanting. One Night I was in my dream attire dressed as a girl, someone knocked on my door. I thought of changing my clothes but the knocks were getting louder and louder, somehow I managed to change my dress but was unable to remove the make-up and jewelries. Due to the constant knocking I shut my room lights and I opened the door with a bit of fear, it was Maya . She had lost her key and wanted me to help her break the door lock. She came inside my room and was surprised when she lit on the lights with female clothes lying on bed and makeup and jeweleries still on. After seeing all these she asked me wat's going on. I knew I couldn't lie from here it was better to tell her the truth which someday I myself was going to tell her. I asked her to sit patiently and explained her everything. Her reaction was not as bad as what I had expected it to be finally I felt some relief now. She told me from now onwards she will also help me. I was thankful to her.
After that day whenever we had free time Maya used to come to my room and used to teach me various expects of female life like talking, facial expressions, body moments. Being a quick learner I progressed very quickly. She was happy seeing my willingness to learn. Now you should learn to do household duties like cooking, cleaning, washing clothes are you ready to this cause it's all you have to do once you are married she said. The word marriage just hit me so hard I felt a little shy and nodded my head. What I had noticed was I was willing to do everything said by Maya , she was like a guardian to me. She told me to always wear saree while doing these duties cause it will help you get used to. It was not an easy job to do wearing saree it needed a lot of practice. Maya was right once I get married, I will have to spend all my life in saree. I felt as if I was reborn it was such a pleasing experience it was. Days passed out and I was enjoying every moment of these wonderful days.
One day Maya told me we are going to market, I asked her why ?, what if Somebody catches me, don't worry no body will recognize you she said. Maya was hiding something from me I could read it from her attributes. We left for the market first we went to the beauty parlor. I was bit surprised at first why a parlor, i thought. Maya then pulled me inside. The girls there offered me a seat, I sat there feeling awkward. Soon they started massaging my body, suddenly i forgot all the things that were in my mind. It was as is if I was lying somewhere else. After massage they did the waxing, facial, polished my nails. Maya then asked the girls to pierce my nose and ears. I just sat quietly waiting for the surprise, never had this much of preparations done. After the girls finished I looked myself in the mirror, it was like a new avtar a new girl, green saree, matching, earrings, green nail polish a small nose ring. I was completed astonished by my own looks. After that we purchased a brand new red saree and few other feminine attires. When we reached our room I asked her why all this preparations is there something special. Yes someone will come to see you tomorrow, she said. That sent shivers down my spine, I asked what? who?. She said her Boss but how I asked? Actually do you remember we took few photographs of yours......Ya I do.. My Boss saw in my mobile and asked me out of fear I told her everything. But she started liking you and wants to meet you. This was unreal completely unreal, I couldn't believe my ears. That night I was worried a bit nervous a bit excited life was giving enough surprises.
Maya waked me up in the morning there was a rush in her, she too was bit tensed. Maya helped me to get myself ready. I wore a red saree, sandals, matching blouse and earrings. After I was ready Maya helped me out to her room Her boss (Shilpa) was already there sitting in the sofa. Maya helped me to sit beside her. I was feeling shy and lot more nervous. Then shilpa took my hands and inserted a ring, Maya took one ring out and I did the same. My mind was completely blind didn't know how I did it. Maya then decided the marriage date. Shilpa asked me are you willing to marry me, I just nodded my head wasn't in a position to speak.
I just got my breath back when shilpa left. Maya hugged me and said yes you have done it. I think you are a complete women now, you have all aspects of a female, I am sure you will be a good wife, She said. She was lot happier now of course she needed to be she was friend of her boss's to be wife. Maya had taken the initiative of our marriage everything was in her shoulders now. The marriage was to take place in a big hotel.
Days were just flying we put in a lot of preparation didn't even notice the date of wedding was just ahead. That morning we woke up early and packed our bags and left for the hotel. No body had arrived Maya me and the girls with us were first to reach there. We went Inside the room where they would prepare me as a bride. They had to do a lot of things Maya was the instructor there she didn't want any complacency from the girls. Maya gave me a fed lehanga to wear and after that girls started my make up, my face was radiant, pink cheeks, red lips, long polished nails with red color. Then came the jeweleries, anklets, toe rings, nice chain round the waist, necklace, earrings, bangles, Plenty of stuff in the head and hair too. A round nosering attached with a chain to hair I just felt a bit sting when they inserted the nosering . It almost added extra weight but I was loving it. The sounds of bangles every-time I raised my hand, the nosering touching my red lips and the chain caressing my cheeks. It was such a awesome feeling to be a bride. After the make up they covered my face with a veil. And escorted me to the mandap by the time I reaced there Shilpa was already there in his wedding suit and other guests too had arrived most of them were Maya friends from her office. I sat beside Shilpa and the priest started chanting mantras. We performed the rituals the normal ones like everybody does. Shilpa then applied sindoor on my head and tied the Mangalsutra. Then I bent down to take blessings from my husband, thank god the Veil was hiding my face, my face must have been red with shame. The marriage was over and it was party time. Everyone was enjoying, I was feeling bit lost. I knew now I can't be a man again the Veil, the nosering and other jeweleries were reminding me of my status now I was someone's wife he had just taken ownership of me and I vowed the completely surrender to him. Perhaps this was the best thing for me, i knew couldn't have been a good husband but I could be a good wife. I was lost in these thoughts didn't noticed already it was time to go to my new house. We sat in the car and left for my new house and Maya was with us she was there to stay. As the distance was getting shorter my heart beat was racing. Finally we arrived Maya led me to our room. Maya re did my make up I had been suffocating under the veil for whole day a bit of fresh air took out a bit of stress from my body. She told me to sit patiently and let him do everything.
Soon my husband came shivers ran down my spine. I quickly adjusted the veil. He came near and lifted my veil, I just kept my eyes closed. You are looking very beautiful, the shyness in you attracts me towards you he said. He was now my husband it was a fact I gathered some courage and thanked him. Soon he removed my clothes and jeweleries and started kissing me it was very passionate it left me aroused soon i replied back. As our romance was taking new heights I felt as if something was going inside me. My husband was giving me the first sexual pleasure of my life. It was out of this world, after few sessions both us felt satisfied he kissed me on forehead and slept. I was thankful to Maya she was the one who had gifted me this life.
In the morning I woke up to the sounds of birds in the garden area. I went to the bathroom took a shower and got myself ready it was first day in my new house. I prepared tea and went to serve it to my husband who was reading newspaper in the guest room. Maya said have you taken blessings from your husband, she further added now you are a married women you must be dressed as a housewife, look you have even forgot to wear the nosering after he took it out yesterday. Maya knew what had happened last night, I felt a bit shy. But she was right now I was a married women so Without saying anything I went to our room put the jewelries, sindoor, mangalsutra didn't find a small nose ring so decided to go with the one used on wedding day. And touched my husbands feet, it brought a smile on his face. He must have felt proud. Maya had the duty of looking after me which was assigned by my husband. She was now more of her boss's assistant than my friend.
It took me few days to adjust with the jeweleries 24/7 but later I started liking it very much. I very much looked like a submissive obedient housewife. This is now my life, I talk with my bangles, I play with my long hair.
Double Wedding after Full Change Female Life Rules and Discipline
My mom wanted a girl instead of a boy. When I was small kid she used to dress me as a girl and used to take photos. After my engagement me and my to be wife (Reema) were going through old memories. Then she asked me who is that small girl, ohh that's me you know my mom wanted a girl and she used to dress me up as a girl when I was small. You look so cute she said, don't you want your mom's dream to come true, ya may be I want but howz that possible? Listen my mom knows a old man who has supernatural powers and I think he can help us she said. Before I could say anything she went and told her and my mom. When I went to stop her my mom welcomed me with a smile, hugged me and said I love you so much thank u son that will be really wonderful. I said Mom isn't it too late I am already engaged, Reema's mom said don't worry I am ready to accept you as my DIL and Reema will accept you her wife. I couldn't say anything it looked as if they had already decided. So knowing my efforts will go to vain I accepted their decision. Reema, her mom and me left to meet the man who Reema's mom had known for years. We waited outside and Reema's mom went and discussed things with him and he agreed. Reema's mom told that Me and Reema had to stay here for a period of 1 month and she had explained everything to that Man.
So we went inside his little hut, he sprayed some water kind of thing over our body and asked to wait until he comes. I was feeling a hell nervous didn't know what next but reema also was there so it was a bit of relief. After few minutes he came and asked me to wear the clothes he and brought. I did that, he told me as the progress goes on the dresses will be different. After the dress he took out the ornaments they looked like real gold and were shining as if it had some power in it. He asked reema to do this work. The rule was from bottom to top, So first the Anklets, a chain in the waist, nose ring and septum ring, necklace, earrings the interesting thing was once they were put in he was the only one who could open. It required some magic. As soon as I put on the jeweleries I felt a bit different there was a some kind of spark in my body. I felt heavy with all these jeweleries. They were restricting my moments and making a lot of sound so instead of taking long steps I was walking a bit a slow small steps. The nose ring was hanging down my lips and I could feel it every time I tried to speak. I thought it was just a matter of time before I get used to all these things. Every morning he used to give me a glass of something to drink and after that I used to do the things told by that priest was my routine Reema used to tell me to do properly she was there to monitor me. Priest knew she was my to be husband so he given that duty to Reema.
Days passed and I started feeling very comfortable, the jewelries didn't bother me at all instead i loved them I had a feeling as if I wanted to wear them for whole my life. I also noticed few changes in my body my chest was growing and my body was taking it shape. Soon after I didn't get any erections too. Looked like everything was working well the medicine in the glass of water was doing it's job. It was late night of the 29th day I woke up in the midnight and to my surprise found out the change had been completed.My whole body was smooth, I felt relieved finally I could go home and meet my mom. In the morning we took blessings from the priest and he removed the jeweleries and together we left for our home.
Our mom's were waiting for us both of them were happy to see me as a female. My mother told me to take blessings from my MIL, I just bent down and touched her feet. Now the plannings for the marriage had to be done. Lots of shopping had to be done. First thing we did was Reema and I went to the beauty parlor it was mine first experience and I was getting more comfortable with time. After that we went shopping our mom's were waiting for us. I was so much into it that I forgot it has been just 48 hours that I have been a girl. I was happy for myself and a bit sad for mom cause she was going be alone once I was going to my husbands house after marriage. I asked Reema if mom also could come with us. Reema wasn't sure how her Mom would react to that so she said I will ask my Mom and tell you. After consulting with her mom Reema said, Parvati aunty( My mom) can marry with my Mom( Reema's Mom) and live along with us. I felt excited wow, I was like why didn't it came to my mind. My mom is just in her early 40's is beautiful this was perfect. Now we had to convince my Mom to Marry Reema's Mom. I asked Reema to go and approach my mom with this Idea. When Reema explained all this Mom coyly blushed. She accepted the proposal. I was very happy we all could live together after this. After this mom's behavior towards Reema's mom had totally changed it had to she was now her to be husband. Mom started wearing traditional sarees instead of western clothes and used a veil whenever she was talking with Reema's Mom. Reema's Mom now started calling my mom directly by her name and mom used to reply with "Ji". It was difficult for mom for so many years she was alone and did what she thought was good. Now she had to re adjust her life. We went to the market for extra shopping nothing extra but new dress for mom as well. Mom also got her nose pierced it was in Reema's family traditions and mom now being a part of that family had to do it.
Finally it was our wedding day after such huge sacrifice I was getting this happiness.My mom was also very happy. The girls came over to do our make-up. Mom and me both anxiously waited I was bit nervous but mom was calm. After they finished the make up it was turn for jeweleries. We put on Anklets, earrings necklace and the nose ring gifted by my MIL. Finally when I looked my self in the mirror I couldn't believe it was me such drastic change it was. It was such a big day of my life I was highly excited.Mom too was looking beautiful, I couldn't believe it was her with all those jeweleries she was looking radiant. I thought My MIL will be very happy to get a bride like her and DIL like me. Soon the girls escorted us to the mandap and we performed all the rituals.
After the rituals we took blessings from our husbands me being the smallest of all four took blessings from everyone. It was now time to go our rooms. It was such a big moment in our lives both mom's and mine. Mom told me not be nervous and leave everything to my husband. We entered the room, our rooms were adjacent. I sat on the bed, Reema arrived locked the door from inside and sat beside me. Slowly she raised my veil I closed my eyes. I knew same thing was going in the other room too. she praised me how beautiful I was looking and she said she was lucky to have someone like me as her wife. I was felt happy after hearing those words from my husband. Soon she removed my jeweleries and asked me if I was ready for the first night. I felt a bit shy but just nodded my head with a smile. We had sex for a couple of hours the feeling was awesome, I felt as if in heaven. After both of us felt satisfied we slept.
When I woke up in the morning Mom was already in the Kitchen preparing tea, I went inside to help her. Mom was wearing red saree, Jeweleries she had a sort a veil over her head and looked happy from inside, it was such a bliss to see her happy. My FIL(Reema's Mom) was in the room reading newspaper. I went to serve the tea. He shouted parvati teach her good manners and ask her to live like a DIL of this family. My mom took me inside again dressed me now I looked like a traditional DIL and told me take blessings from my FIL( Reema's Mom) which I did. He just smiled looking at my Mom. My Mom took me inside the room and said " now we need to live as per our husbands want us, otherwise they also have powers to punish us". I know mom but why are you saying this did your husband punish you?.. I asked. Mom's face turned red, when I said this she showed me the marks on her bottom. I asked her the reason for that she said it was due to lack of respect she showed to her husband on wedding day. I felt sorry for her but she said "I deserved it and infact I missed those days with your father when he used to discipline on occasions, It is very nice to have someone to correct you and remind you of the lines, Your father was very good at that, I am lucky to have someone with same approach in my life again". I thought perhaps mom is right she has lived this life for 40+ years and it has just been few days for me. My father was very good person and nice human what he did was perhaps good and needed I thought so.After hearing from my Mom it encouraged me to obey my husband and accept his decisions. There are rules for us to follow which are set by my FIL. Sometimes when we fail to meet his expectations we accept his decision the honors of disciplining is done by my FIL as he is the head of the Family. I have witnessed some of mom's punishment and sometimes we are punished together. Now our lives had completely changed we were on our husbands mercy. Love, discipline,excitement everything was there in our life.
So we went inside his little hut, he sprayed some water kind of thing over our body and asked to wait until he comes. I was feeling a hell nervous didn't know what next but reema also was there so it was a bit of relief. After few minutes he came and asked me to wear the clothes he and brought. I did that, he told me as the progress goes on the dresses will be different. After the dress he took out the ornaments they looked like real gold and were shining as if it had some power in it. He asked reema to do this work. The rule was from bottom to top, So first the Anklets, a chain in the waist, nose ring and septum ring, necklace, earrings the interesting thing was once they were put in he was the only one who could open. It required some magic. As soon as I put on the jeweleries I felt a bit different there was a some kind of spark in my body. I felt heavy with all these jeweleries. They were restricting my moments and making a lot of sound so instead of taking long steps I was walking a bit a slow small steps. The nose ring was hanging down my lips and I could feel it every time I tried to speak. I thought it was just a matter of time before I get used to all these things. Every morning he used to give me a glass of something to drink and after that I used to do the things told by that priest was my routine Reema used to tell me to do properly she was there to monitor me. Priest knew she was my to be husband so he given that duty to Reema.
Days passed and I started feeling very comfortable, the jewelries didn't bother me at all instead i loved them I had a feeling as if I wanted to wear them for whole my life. I also noticed few changes in my body my chest was growing and my body was taking it shape. Soon after I didn't get any erections too. Looked like everything was working well the medicine in the glass of water was doing it's job. It was late night of the 29th day I woke up in the midnight and to my surprise found out the change had been completed.My whole body was smooth, I felt relieved finally I could go home and meet my mom. In the morning we took blessings from the priest and he removed the jeweleries and together we left for our home.
Our mom's were waiting for us both of them were happy to see me as a female. My mother told me to take blessings from my MIL, I just bent down and touched her feet. Now the plannings for the marriage had to be done. Lots of shopping had to be done. First thing we did was Reema and I went to the beauty parlor it was mine first experience and I was getting more comfortable with time. After that we went shopping our mom's were waiting for us. I was so much into it that I forgot it has been just 48 hours that I have been a girl. I was happy for myself and a bit sad for mom cause she was going be alone once I was going to my husbands house after marriage. I asked Reema if mom also could come with us. Reema wasn't sure how her Mom would react to that so she said I will ask my Mom and tell you. After consulting with her mom Reema said, Parvati aunty( My mom) can marry with my Mom( Reema's Mom) and live along with us. I felt excited wow, I was like why didn't it came to my mind. My mom is just in her early 40's is beautiful this was perfect. Now we had to convince my Mom to Marry Reema's Mom. I asked Reema to go and approach my mom with this Idea. When Reema explained all this Mom coyly blushed. She accepted the proposal. I was very happy we all could live together after this. After this mom's behavior towards Reema's mom had totally changed it had to she was now her to be husband. Mom started wearing traditional sarees instead of western clothes and used a veil whenever she was talking with Reema's Mom. Reema's Mom now started calling my mom directly by her name and mom used to reply with "Ji". It was difficult for mom for so many years she was alone and did what she thought was good. Now she had to re adjust her life. We went to the market for extra shopping nothing extra but new dress for mom as well. Mom also got her nose pierced it was in Reema's family traditions and mom now being a part of that family had to do it.
Finally it was our wedding day after such huge sacrifice I was getting this happiness.My mom was also very happy. The girls came over to do our make-up. Mom and me both anxiously waited I was bit nervous but mom was calm. After they finished the make up it was turn for jeweleries. We put on Anklets, earrings necklace and the nose ring gifted by my MIL. Finally when I looked my self in the mirror I couldn't believe it was me such drastic change it was. It was such a big day of my life I was highly excited.Mom too was looking beautiful, I couldn't believe it was her with all those jeweleries she was looking radiant. I thought My MIL will be very happy to get a bride like her and DIL like me. Soon the girls escorted us to the mandap and we performed all the rituals.
After the rituals we took blessings from our husbands me being the smallest of all four took blessings from everyone. It was now time to go our rooms. It was such a big moment in our lives both mom's and mine. Mom told me not be nervous and leave everything to my husband. We entered the room, our rooms were adjacent. I sat on the bed, Reema arrived locked the door from inside and sat beside me. Slowly she raised my veil I closed my eyes. I knew same thing was going in the other room too. she praised me how beautiful I was looking and she said she was lucky to have someone like me as her wife. I was felt happy after hearing those words from my husband. Soon she removed my jeweleries and asked me if I was ready for the first night. I felt a bit shy but just nodded my head with a smile. We had sex for a couple of hours the feeling was awesome, I felt as if in heaven. After both of us felt satisfied we slept.
When I woke up in the morning Mom was already in the Kitchen preparing tea, I went inside to help her. Mom was wearing red saree, Jeweleries she had a sort a veil over her head and looked happy from inside, it was such a bliss to see her happy. My FIL(Reema's Mom) was in the room reading newspaper. I went to serve the tea. He shouted parvati teach her good manners and ask her to live like a DIL of this family. My mom took me inside again dressed me now I looked like a traditional DIL and told me take blessings from my FIL( Reema's Mom) which I did. He just smiled looking at my Mom. My Mom took me inside the room and said " now we need to live as per our husbands want us, otherwise they also have powers to punish us". I know mom but why are you saying this did your husband punish you?.. I asked. Mom's face turned red, when I said this she showed me the marks on her bottom. I asked her the reason for that she said it was due to lack of respect she showed to her husband on wedding day. I felt sorry for her but she said "I deserved it and infact I missed those days with your father when he used to discipline on occasions, It is very nice to have someone to correct you and remind you of the lines, Your father was very good at that, I am lucky to have someone with same approach in my life again". I thought perhaps mom is right she has lived this life for 40+ years and it has just been few days for me. My father was very good person and nice human what he did was perhaps good and needed I thought so.After hearing from my Mom it encouraged me to obey my husband and accept his decisions. There are rules for us to follow which are set by my FIL. Sometimes when we fail to meet his expectations we accept his decision the honors of disciplining is done by my FIL as he is the head of the Family. I have witnessed some of mom's punishment and sometimes we are punished together. Now our lives had completely changed we were on our husbands mercy. Love, discipline,excitement everything was there in our life.
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